most of you know about the broken heart ashley had on her butt. that will always be my all time favorite sign from gary.
rainbows are another sign for me. gary told me before he died that when i saw a rainbow, it meant that he was thinking about me. he said if i saw a double rainbow, it meant he had stopped what he was doing and was thinking only of me. i have seen lots of both in the past 3+ years.
i had a sign the day after maggie, my female corgi, died. she was truly gary's dog, very devoted to him. the day after i lost her, i was sitting on the sofa, wondering about her and if she had found gary. i looked down at ashley who was sleeping on the floor and across her white face i saw a rainbow of colors dancing off of her from a little crystal i have hanging in the window. i have a picture, i'll see if i can find it.
when i lost simon, i was inconsolable. several days after he died, ashley and pea and i were out for a long walk. as we neared the farm on our way home, i heard a barking off in the distance. simon's bark was distinct and there was no mistaking it. i stopped dead in my tracks and waited but i did not hear it again. i only heard it that one time and it comforted me.
oftentimes, ashley woke me right before my alarm went off. i only set my alarm 2 days/week, the days i work. this morning is one of those days. my alarm is set for 5:30 a.m. at 5:25 a.m., i woke to ashley's bark. i wasn't dreaming of her, i wasn't thinking of her, i was sound asleep. but it was her, for sure. ashley had a very deep bark, it was unmistakable. it's the sign i've been waiting for. maybe it sounds silly but i will take it as a sign that she has found mag and simon and she has been getting little bites of gary's ever-present hershey bar.
rainbows are another sign for me. gary told me before he died that when i saw a rainbow, it meant that he was thinking about me. he said if i saw a double rainbow, it meant he had stopped what he was doing and was thinking only of me. i have seen lots of both in the past 3+ years.
i had a sign the day after maggie, my female corgi, died. she was truly gary's dog, very devoted to him. the day after i lost her, i was sitting on the sofa, wondering about her and if she had found gary. i looked down at ashley who was sleeping on the floor and across her white face i saw a rainbow of colors dancing off of her from a little crystal i have hanging in the window. i have a picture, i'll see if i can find it.
when i lost simon, i was inconsolable. several days after he died, ashley and pea and i were out for a long walk. as we neared the farm on our way home, i heard a barking off in the distance. simon's bark was distinct and there was no mistaking it. i stopped dead in my tracks and waited but i did not hear it again. i only heard it that one time and it comforted me.
oftentimes, ashley woke me right before my alarm went off. i only set my alarm 2 days/week, the days i work. this morning is one of those days. my alarm is set for 5:30 a.m. at 5:25 a.m., i woke to ashley's bark. i wasn't dreaming of her, i wasn't thinking of her, i was sound asleep. but it was her, for sure. ashley had a very deep bark, it was unmistakable. it's the sign i've been waiting for. maybe it sounds silly but i will take it as a sign that she has found mag and simon and she has been getting little bites of gary's ever-present hershey bar.
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